Going back home and more.
A very literal tittle. I'm going back home after spending 11 days at the capital. In fact, I'm written this while I'm on the bus. (Luckily there's no one next to me. I always feel embarrassed if the person next to me happens to read what I'm typing).
Since my boyfriend started to work in the capital our relationship (once again) became a long distance one. I don't mind this at all, I'm used to it and we can still visit each other. But I must tell that I really hate to travel from town A to city B. It's just 9 hours trip, and during the night, but I hate it.
But of course I love being with him way more so is worth the "sacrifice".
You don't know this (until now) but I'm from a town (or it's already a small city?) in the south with a very different type of lifestyle than the capital so I can't really stand being there for long periods of time. Everything is so fast, expensive and the water taste awful. It also makes a lot of damage to my hair and skin. Really what's so wrong with the water... But, there's always something to do so it's impossible to get bored.
Another small problem is the internet. My boyfriend doesn't have internet in the house so we need to use our data plan. Not a big deal but I'm too used to have a lan connection. Because of this I wasn't really paying attention to the Internet these days (not a bad thing since I was spending time with my boyfriend) but, something happened in the last few days.
You see, I'm not a very social person so any type of friendship I make through the Internet is important to me as one made in real life. And there was someone who, I'm not sure how to call. Mutual? Friend? I wanted to be her friend. And she just... Disappeared.
Okay it's not like she disappeared in real life (I hope so) but her online persona disappear. She deleted her twitter accounts, her blog and even deleted people from her NSwitch friendlist.
I remember she said something about wanting to delete everything and start anew and maybe this is what happened. But I'm still very worried about her. Maybe it's just that and I'm overreacting. Maybe she will came back with a new username and add people as nothing. Or maybe she will go on full incognito mode. I don't know.
She (and everyone) have the right to start from scratch on the Internet but it hurts a little. It's like saying goodbye to someone in real life. Just without a warning and without knowing what happened to them.
I hope I'm just overreacting and she is just fine but I can't help to worry. I really wanted to be her friend...